Gina answered me after a quite long time. Or it felt just like a very long time. We haven't written much I just asked her directly to meet her. First I thought just writing is a good thing but it realy isn't guys. When you like someone don't text them meet them. So I asked her to meet in her favorite cafe.
It was the next day. I did not woke up that early.
I live in a factory at the outskirts of London. I rebuilded and renovated that factory and now it is like a loft.
I am very happy there I have a beautiful view at the sunrise and sunset every evening and morning. Anyways... I went into my bathroom cleaned me up and eat breakfast. Okay it was more lunch then breakfast but okay. Food is food.
At 12am I arrived that small cafe where Gina wanted to meet me. I sat there and waited for her. 20min to late she arrived as well! But on a funny way. Next to me were an old men, around 70. I saw that Gina thought it was me. She tried to run away. I mean yeah okay. She thought I am a 70 years old men who wants to meet her. Well that's weird though. I got up and laughed a bit.
Of course I followed her.. "Hey Gina." I said a bit louder. She toured around and looked directly in my eyes. I stopped walking and smiled a bit. Her eyes where very big and her cheeks and nose got really red."I saw you thought that old men was me. But he isn't I am Sebastian. Your date for a coffee.." She still just looked into my face. "Gina?" I asked.
Now she blinked and looked down. "Yeah I am Gina.. uhm.. I am sorry for the mistake I didn't knew your face". I smiled again. "Well I know and I don't take it badly." I looked into the cafe."I'd like to go for a walk with you.. okay?". Now she smiled looked again into my eyes. I freezed for a moment. She was so pretty I couldn't tell. Her eyes are so peaceful and warm. I love how her hair falls. Natural and beautiful.
"We can go for a walk.. yes.."Was her answer. And again I smiled.
We walked along the river and talked a bit about each other. I don't talked that much but she did. She is so interesting. I love listening her and her voice. After around 1,5 hours we arrived my home. I stopped walking and saw into her face. “Here is where I live. I know we said we wanna drink a coffee in that cafe you've chosen but.. I thought we could drink something in my house. It will rain later and.. yeah.. If you feel uncomfortable you can go ok?” She nodded and then she was silent. I was a bit afraid I don't wanted to scary her. But I felt like I did..
Her face said nothing.. But her eyes did. She looked in mine and smiled a bit."Do you have english breakfast tea?"
My eyes are widened and I was surprised she said, kind of, yes to my invitation.
So we went in.. "This house is an old factory. I worked 5 month on it to make it comfortable for living in. It is like a loft.." I told her while I opened the door. She was very polite and asked to take off her shoes. I nodded and took my shoes off too.
"Take a place at the sofa.. I will make you a tea and me a coffee." I walked into my kitchen and studied her. She looked around. I saw that admire my loft. I think because she can see how much work it was. It is very clean here, don't look like that cause its really.. special. I really like her reaction. My girlfriend Neira came in here when I finished all the work, grimacing and said.. It is an odd room where she never wanted to live. Yeah that hurts that my own girlfriend is such a so luxury girl that she can't honor my work in a place like that. I haven't answered to what she said.
Gina took the place at the sofa, turned around and was sitting on the rest of the sofa. My heart beated a bit faster for one moment. "Your loft is very pretty I really like it.." She said. I looked down to the cup with tea. "Thank you." and gave her the cup. "Here you are.."
I also grabbed my cup with coffee and came to the sofa. Again she just looked at me."How do you feel?" I asked. "Fine, thank you..".
"I know it's a bad mannerism but is it fine when I smoke a cigarette?" I grabbed my pack of cigarettes and took one out. "Yes it's fine.. but that's not healthy.." And over again I smiled. Put the cigarette in my mouth and started smoking.
"I know it is not healthy but sometimes it helps me.."
We were talking a very long time. We had some joking and some sad, emotional moments. It was great. She talked so much, just great. But I had the feeling she tried to be someone she isnt. Like a person I have to like, a person which impress me.
She don't has to... I like her, don't care if she is shy or sometimes mad/sad. It's the feeling she gave me, her eyes and her laughing.
It was very late when she left me. I said to her I don't let her go alone in the dark. So I called a taxi for her and payed it.
"Have a nice rest evening Gina.. I hope I can see you again." Slowly I put my hand on her cheek and came closer to her face. I wanted to kiss her. Not much and I would have kissed her. But I am not a lair. I don't deceive a girl I am in a relation ship with. So I stopped, pressed my lips together and breathed out. "Sorry.." I tourned around and went away, back into my house.
I am an idiot .
(I am sorry for my bad editing at the pics.)